In my mind

Have so much for these few week i don''t really know what to do at times , i say alot sometimes but i know and do meant what i say . always spent the time alone wishing someone would talk i try changing myself but its just the same .

i want to make a different in things like how people look at me with respect or something . i screw up alot be it r/s or what. To me i only trust a few and dear to me . Maybe i am self fish wanting everything for my self.